I have really wondered, why couldn't some people just prioritize their task? What's more important, what's more urgent, and what could affect the most people?

Can't they just think in other people shoes before they happily engaging in other things, well to me, is less significant, or considered unnecessary?

Sorry if this sound like a lecture, but the responsibility is there, okie? Just complete the most important wan, and i wouldn't bother to care for the rest.

All the time i believe that i was too considerate. tried whatever i could in order to avoid arguments, avoid humiliating others, and care deeply about how they feel. Felt guilty if i even scolded others loudly. I didn't want anyone to feel hurt. but in the end, who cares about me? parents are like that, lecturers, friends, and even... sigh.

what's wrong with the height requirement? for all the roadshow don't u require people with excellent communicating skills? yet u set the stupid bar for the height and shut every other shorties out there. What's the point of hiring a giraffe in an event, whom some of them have the terrible command of English? "I is wanting this job", WTF? besides, isn't the face matter much than the size of the limb? some ridiculous people out there who strongly believe in the brainless restrictions that doesn't make sense

Have a strong feeling of inferiority. always living in the shadow of others. heh, I'm original? No one could replace? oh please, cut the nonsense crap.

Alright, everything is getting on my nerves when i was really burnt out. goddamnit. fking hate some people who always give last minute job, besides not supportive at all.

enough of ranting.