One of those days, when u feel extremely vulnerable.




Like everything is against ur will, everything ended with unpleasant ending.

Small thing can trigger ur frustration, u went all the way screaming and overwhelmed by the feeling!

Stupid cars blocked my car. Seriously I start to have "phobia" towards parking ever since the parking incident. I get very stressed when I dono how to remove my car when other cars blocked me. #$^%&^&^*&(&*! I really think some drivers are...okie let's put it in a better way. Their brains are filled with marshmallow. so soft so yummy that they are unable to think of consequences before they make their decision.

I hate driving, especially parking! 

Stressed over my performance. Not that I'm competing with others, but when u are totally unprepared for something, won't u get worried? OMG How could u not worried if u were me under that situation???!! I'm just worried because I'm not prepared, ready for anything yet. I'm overwhelmed by the unprepared-ness!

and please. nobody wants ur opinion. Keep ur mouth shut when it's not ur place to say anything. Or, stop criticizing and offer some constructive opinions!

So many things happened recently. Family having some crisis. I can't be the happy girl ALL the time. Bear with me sometimes. Hormonal imbalance is troublesome. Just give me assurance and security. U can make a lot of differences u know.

Whatever.

And i feel so bad complaining all these small stuff while the other end of the world are having even bigger issues in their countries. OMG why??? the revolution war!!!! and some desperate leaders who threaten to have a massacre in his own country! where's humanity? Where's the civil rights?

okie now my problem seem so tiny now.

but i believe every cloud has silver lining. Everything is gonna get better. That's a saying in Chinese, "boat will be straight once it reaches the habor". HAHAHAHA, okie it means everything will fall into place eventually, so need not to worry too much.

Alright, gotta research on my psy assm. Now I don't think the translation articles are obligations anymore. Surprisingly, I'm looking forward to them now. Guess these made me feel I'm still able to do something. Self esteem dah dah dah...

Hope the wars will end soon. *omitabha*